Take now as it is.

I know that just simply saying that I have a problem, doesn't make it an excuse for me to get away feeling the way I'm feeling. Admitting to the problem just helps you to recognize its presence and how you need to do something about it. This is no one's fault. The occurrence of the problem simply lies in my way of self-defence. All I can say is I'm trying. But with each try, I'm taking a risk, I'm scared, I'm saying that I am vulnerable.

  

I won't tell anybody how you turn my world around

I especially like 2, 3, 4, 6, 9, and 10. 

Isn't it always nice to have someone understand your situation completely? You get their absolute empathy and know that you're not the only silly fool going through it. Everyone just wants to know that they're human and they have the right to be human and not some super being capable of being detached from their emotions. Leos are highly emotional creatures. And I, am a girl capable of feeling.

And I love 10. It's the best start to your day especially if you're gonna have a rough one ahead. And I always feel thankful whenever people try to cheer me up, even though its just a text message with simple words, it really works. And no, these don't include texts that say, "There's a project meeting tomorrow." Those are usually followed up by the action, are you sure you want to delete message - YES.

On a random side note, I have this odd incline towards slouchy dress/tops nowadays. It does give you the out-of-bed look but its so comfy you won't regret wearing them! Lazy day outfits I'd call them. I'd wear them everyday if I could! Dress - Lucyd Acyd. They, are genius. 

Hello hello Holidays, I am hungry for fun :)

Blind

“I was full of a hot, powerful sadness and would have loved to burst into the comfort of tears, but tried hard not to, remembering something my Guru once said — that you should never give yourself a chance to fall apart because, when you do, it becomes a tendency and it happens over and over again. You must practice staying strong, instead.”

- Eat, Pray, Love. 

  

Dynamite

"Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world"

- Rihanna

Dark Child

Our psychological state allows us to see only what we want/need/feel to see at a particular time.

What five words do you see?

I see Crush, Fools, Secrets, Suicide, Leave.

I'm becoming such a dark child. Or like I'm having these sinister dreams with so many hidden meanings. I am scaring myself. I still can have that cheerful disposition if I want to, but the things that go through in my head are... terrifying.

ANYWAY, my self proclaim holidays are here! Oh boy does this suck because no one has holidays too, or they really have better things to do. I am the kind of person who needs something to do, something to look forward to. At least there's a goal, or something to be excited about. Asking me to be home everyday will drive me up the wall. I'll make a bad full-time housewife, really. So, to feel rid the sian-ness I've been feeling all week, I came up with a list of things I hope to accomplish by the end of next week.

1) Cycle Exercise
2) Afternoon tea
3) Shopping
4) PARTY!
5) Swim & get a tan
6) Meet my dear Peiwen!


Not that difficult huh.