Hot mess

I love our random meetings. Simple catch up, chill, reminisce about the good ol' secondary school days. Bitching about the teachers, the horrid system, laughing over the funny retarded moments we've had. Something's coming up in the pipeline. I'm really excited. Just need one more approval and we're good to go! Mahjong session coming up next... ahhh imma noob!!

Looking at the pratas really make me hungry now.... :)


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On a bad note, my mom never cease to nag at my half-filled Uni applications. I know it's half-filled and there's a reason why its so. I just need more time on my side, to know what the questions want and how to answer them. You should know that I really am not idling most of the time, so please don't piss me off in the morning. I do think about my education more than you think I do. I consider my options, my back-up plans, more than you ever know. I know that you're worried, but let me handle this on my own... alright?

Smile, even though your heart is aching.

"The hard part isn't making the decision. It's living with it."

How often do we know what's truly right for us and what isn't. Life isn't all black and white. The grey areas between them, what do you do about them? I've made my decision, but who am I to say that its the best decision for us, or for the better? Sometimes, I stick by my decision, sometimes i cave in. It's not the easier thing to do.

I am so thankful for everything else that is helping me to make this phrase easier to live through. My wonderful wonderful friends and the sweet people at work (they really are awesome people to work with!). I need to come through this as a stronger person.

Church with Debbs, meeting Sam and Jo tomorrow, plus mommy's birthday! Haven't been driving for a while, and being back at the wheel felt good. Not having complete control over where I am going, not good. I need to drive more often to be able to get complete trust from my parents, which hopefully results in complete control over the car! Hahahaha. I WISH.

Beneath every cynic there lies a romantic, and probably an injured one.

Because only through times you like these, you sieve through those who care, and those who don't. I'm ever so thankful for the amazing people in my life. A simple, "hey, are you okay?" message is enough to make me smile. You know who you are! Well I practically love anyone who can make me smile right now! I would really love to have people around me. Because truly your company is more than I can ask for.

When I finally find the courage, I'll let go. But right now, let me live this lie.

Can't make up your mind mind mind.

Things to do when I get my pay:

1. Get a manicure/pedicure!

2. Shopping spree - MAJOR spree

3. Buy something for momzie & daddy

4. GO AND CHILL WITH DEBBIE NG SI MIN :)
(Ahem, collect my free end of month treat! *wink*)

5. Hang out with my favourite girlfriends in the entire world!

6. Chill with everyone else whom I haven't seen in 2343978687 years!

7. Last but definitely not the least, save.