Hot mess

I love our random meetings. Simple catch up, chill, reminisce about the good ol' secondary school days. Bitching about the teachers, the horrid system, laughing over the funny retarded moments we've had. Something's coming up in the pipeline. I'm really excited. Just need one more approval and we're good to go! Mahjong session coming up next... ahhh imma noob!!

Looking at the pratas really make me hungry now.... :)


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On a bad note, my mom never cease to nag at my half-filled Uni applications. I know it's half-filled and there's a reason why its so. I just need more time on my side, to know what the questions want and how to answer them. You should know that I really am not idling most of the time, so please don't piss me off in the morning. I do think about my education more than you think I do. I consider my options, my back-up plans, more than you ever know. I know that you're worried, but let me handle this on my own... alright?

Smile, even though your heart is aching.

"The hard part isn't making the decision. It's living with it."

How often do we know what's truly right for us and what isn't. Life isn't all black and white. The grey areas between them, what do you do about them? I've made my decision, but who am I to say that its the best decision for us, or for the better? Sometimes, I stick by my decision, sometimes i cave in. It's not the easier thing to do.

I am so thankful for everything else that is helping me to make this phrase easier to live through. My wonderful wonderful friends and the sweet people at work (they really are awesome people to work with!). I need to come through this as a stronger person.

Church with Debbs, meeting Sam and Jo tomorrow, plus mommy's birthday! Haven't been driving for a while, and being back at the wheel felt good. Not having complete control over where I am going, not good. I need to drive more often to be able to get complete trust from my parents, which hopefully results in complete control over the car! Hahahaha. I WISH.

Beneath every cynic there lies a romantic, and probably an injured one.

Because only through times you like these, you sieve through those who care, and those who don't. I'm ever so thankful for the amazing people in my life. A simple, "hey, are you okay?" message is enough to make me smile. You know who you are! Well I practically love anyone who can make me smile right now! I would really love to have people around me. Because truly your company is more than I can ask for.

When I finally find the courage, I'll let go. But right now, let me live this lie.

Can't make up your mind mind mind.

Things to do when I get my pay:

1. Get a manicure/pedicure!

2. Shopping spree - MAJOR spree

3. Buy something for momzie & daddy

4. GO AND CHILL WITH DEBBIE NG SI MIN :)
(Ahem, collect my free end of month treat! *wink*)

5. Hang out with my favourite girlfriends in the entire world!

6. Chill with everyone else whom I haven't seen in 2343978687 years!

7. Last but definitely not the least, save.

Let's waste time, chasing cars.

Life simplest pleasures include a travel out of the hustle and bustle of life. Out of pestering University applications or just a break from the burden on your shoulders. A ride out of my usual comfort boundaries, into this quaint little place in a part of Singapore that I never really knew about. There and then, I was also introduced to a part of life that was beyond anything I ever knew. 

Refreshing :)

Feel the poison set in and entangle you.

Last week, I visited B during his break at the IT fair. The IT fair was insane. Thousands of people congregating solely at Suntec City is enough to kill. Gloria Jean's white hot chocolate is pretty much the best white hot chocolate drink ever! The sweetest feeling of the white chocolate lingering in your tongue definitely gives your day the much needed sweetness to get by. Sorry for the poor quality of pictures. Low lighting and my old IXUS don't quite seem to get along well. S90 baby won't you hurry? :)

Days have finally seemed to take a better twist! It's only now that I realise that I should treasure days where I could just laze at home and not worry about a single thing. Days like these will soon cease to exist because.. I have finally found a job! Yay me! Say hello to guilt-free spending and more fulfilling outings with people. Exciting.

I still can't believe I'm out of that damn fucked up school. I cannot simply believe that time passed us by so quick! Being happy is an understatement! I am so glad that I don't have to check my emails with fear, or bother about handing up any more projects. No more! Days like these are over! No more lunatic lecturers to haunt us to death! *jumps excitedly* Whats left is our diploma show... which I honestly don't give two hoots about. :)

Keep holding on.

Be strong, carry on. 

Cos all you have at the end of the day is ultimately you and yourself alone.

Sexay.

Matthew Morrison is DAMN HOT HERE.  Look at him!
Confidence, talented, sexy. All you ever need in a guy! *beams*

Quote of the day.

“No matter how many plans we make or steps we follow, we never know how our day is going to end up. We’d prefer to know, of course, what curveballs will be thrown our way. It’s the accidents that always turn out to be the most interesting parts of our day, the people we never expected to show up, a turn of events we never would have chose for ourselves. All of a sudden you find yourself somewhere you never expected to be and its nice, or it takes some getting used to. Still, maybe you’ll find yourself appreciating it somewhere down the line. So you go to sleep each night thinking about tomorrow, going over your plans, preparing for them, and hoping that whatever accidents come your way will be happy ones.”

Kiddy dreams.

This is so funny I can't help but to LOL and post it here!

Uncanny...

Very strange indeed.

What do you say to taking chances?

Stole some pictures from Debbs - If you're reading this, did you upload your pictures to photobucket? The quality is kinda killed!! So yay my pictures are clearer!!! Hahaha stop showing me your stupid Ixus, I heart pain! :(

We finally met up and as quoted from iBurp, the moon was goddamn blue! Hahaha! Hello, we need to stop doing those half-yearly thing and start meeting up more often! No more school in the way! :)

We ate at Republic of Steak, which felt like Astons to me except they offer more variety of steak! I was starving the entire day for the steak that Debbs recommended. Worth my starvation okay! It was good! I ate the sirloin while Debbie tackled the Wagyu which I will must try the next time round. Talked till the cows came home and the pigs fly. We sat in the restaurant for like a good 2 hours, and headed to Starbucks for round 2! It felt like we could go on forever. Until... the last bus broke us up.

Conclusion of the night. We need a car. :)

IT fair later! Anyone going? Please join lonely_gal_90! Hahaha!

Nobody said it was easy...

Sweet treats with my sweet! <3

Le sigh. So right now we graduate. This is the point where we stop and think, where are we gonna go, what do we want to do? It's this standstill point in life where you have absolutely no direction, and we'll see what we make out of this to go a step further in life. It has me feeling a bit scared because honestly, being not the best scorer has its certain disadvantages. Things might not necessary go the way I want it to, which would mean not getting the course I want, nor the job I really need.

I mean, its after graduation right! I'm supposed to let loose, go play, go have fun! What am I doing, drowning myself with such melancholic thoughts. I can do all the fun things in life, but it will still boil back down to what will finance it. There's just a million things I wish I can do right now... which technically I can but I don't want myself back in the single digit in my bank plight which is saddening!

I just need someone to talk to now... :(

Too Fabulous

M.A.C Too Fabulous Collection

Way too fabulous to miss out!!!

Baby if I got you, I don't need a parachute.

“Kat: How can anyone be afraid of love?

Acheron: How can they not? When you love someone… truly love them, friend or lover, you lay your heart open to them. You give them a part of yourself that you give to no one else, and you let them inside a part of you that only they can hurt-you literally hand them the razor with a map of where to cut deepest and most painfully on your heart and soul. And when they do strike, it’s crippling-like having your heart carved out. It leaves you naked and exposed, wondering what you did to make them want to hurt you so badly when all you did was love them. What is so wrong with you that no one can keep faith with you? That no one can love you? To have it happen once is bad enough… but to have it repeated? Who in their right mind would not be terrified of that?”

Nothing on you.

Because I like how the way you look, 
the way my head fits into your shoulders, 
and how snug my arm feels around yours. 
No one can compare and that's why I'm in love.